Motives!

Why do people do things with a motive behind it? Why do people do things to benefit instead of just doing something just to help someone without any ulterior motive behind it. Perhaps there's only a few genuine people left on earth. The goal shouldn't be to benefit off of someone whenever you do them a favor however people do things with intent! I don't get it at all. But I know there's people who do and people who don't do things with intent. I do favors for people because I actually care to do them a favor. Can people stop being sneaky and start being real? If you have a motive behind a kind act and all I ask is that you be up front and tell me straight up I'm doing this because.... Don't hold it in and allow me to figure out that you're really doing me a favor or something for someone because you have motives behind it. You're just showing me that you're shady and I can't stand shady people. I don't get along well with artificial people that's why my circle stays small and I barely allow any new people into it. It sucks but it's real you must be cautious out here because people are fake. "Note to self people with motives behind their fake acts of kindness aren't the people you need to be around you." That goes for me and everyone else on this earth please share and may 2016 be filled with blessings for you and those around you. Happy New Years!

My New Years resolution is to be a better version of myself!

I can't recreate myself but j can better myself. A more spiritual, humble, understanding and most importantly a more caring person. I can be all of that and I will be. Some people belief in making drastic changes and to me other than weight loss everything else is going to take a great deal of time to change. I want to be a more spiritual person. I want and will work for a better relationship with the man upstairs because I am a good person and I will like to know more about my God. In addition to all of that I want to finally pursue full force my book and music dreams. No longer will I dream about them I'm going to make them a reality. It's time that I make things happen instead of making excuses. "Just do it!" The words utter repeatedly by one of my favorite actors of all time Shia Labeouf. Now watch me make it happen!!!!!

Kids having kids!

Kids shouldn't have kids it makes no sense. How can you raise a child when you're a child yourself? How can you take care of someone when you can't even take care of yourself? I'm a blogger these are my opinions and sometimes they change on certain issues and topics however this is an issue that'll never change no matter what I'm thinking about and what I'm going through. I just don't feel that someone who just isn't ready and who isn't able to take care of themselves shouldn't put themselves in a position where they are required to take care of someone else. Make life easier on yourself and most importantly that child because they didn't make a decision to come into this world and be raised by a person who can't even take care of themselves. This world isn't easy and when you're in a position where life isn't easy take your time and get yourself right before you even consider having a child. No one wants to go through the struggle of raising a child in a situation where they can barely take care of their child. Please do yourself and most importantly do that child a favor and wait until you're ready to have a child.

Your happiness is here with me so what are you afraid of?

When that perfect person comes around you pursue them and you let them know how you feel. Once you know their feelings about you are mutual you make things happen! Don't hesitate si people find love instantly once they meet someone and some people it may take longer. Physical attraction doesn't determine how fast you connect spiritually with a person intimate connections it gravitates you to someone however spiritual connections can happen right away or it can take time. You bay have a friend who's been with someone for years because they just like each other, they don't want to find someone else, they can't find someone better or they just don't care to look anymore so they stay with the person they've been with for years. That relationship may not even be a solid one but they know each other so well and they've known each other for so long it's like what's the point of moving on. It's like what's the pint of trying to find someone else. For those people it's like I'm better off with you because I won't be lonely than I am without you because I will be alone. For those who connect deeply on a spiritual level those relationships can last an eternity. Those relationships can build a foundation and a Love that can make lives better for them and the people around them. People love love and they love to see two people who generally care for each other. Those conversations exists I've heard them and I've seen them for years. People love to talk about how happy they are that their friend is still with the same person. It's motivation for them to find their true soulmate. All I ask is when you find that person you let it happen and you don't run away from love because who doesn't want to be loved? Who doesn't want to have happiness? I want love and I want happiness and I know that you are that person and I will work to make you happy and work to make us last!

Money and fame everyone wants it but it doesn't bring happiness!

People who aren't rich must think the life of the rich and famous is easy however when you're rich and famous you lose certain basic rights. The amendment allows us to speak freely. However when you're famous you no longer have the right to speak freely. Every word you say will be analyzed and dissected. You have to understand that your opinion about a social, political or just national or international issue will have its supporters and you'll have those who completely disagree with your opinion and those are the people who can cause plenty of trouble for you. You lose your right to freedom of speech especially if you're one of those people that wants to maintain a false image just to please others then you're one of those people who gave up their rights. Additionally when it comes to fame you deal with safety concerns so you lose your right to just casually walk outside and just enjoy The city that you're located in. Money and fame appears nice but it's not all it's cracked up to be. It's only for a selective few it's not for everyone because having money and fame is one thing but dealing with the consequences of having money and fame is another issue.

My MOM!!!!!

Have you ever heard of the strongest, most resilient, humble, spiritual, a breath of fresh air, a person who brings foes together, heaven sent, the greatest woman to ever live? Well if you have then you know that person is my mother the greatest person to ever live. I'm constantly reminded of the blessing my mother was and still is to a large amount of people old and young relatives, friends, coworkers and just people who were briefly blessed to be in the presence of my mother. My mother cared so deeply about people and she made sure that she called and visited the ones closed to her just to make sure they're alright. Things haven't been the same since she's physically left out presence. My family isn't as close as it once wAs. Close relatives have become distant ever since my mother took her spot in heaven. If there ever was a rock meaning a foundation that held everything and everyone together it's my mother. It's been six years without you and so many people on this earth are in a much worse position in their lives now than when you were here. People tools you for granted now without your presence they're realizing how much you truly meant to their happiness. They say you never know how important someone is until they're gone and for some many people who neglected you and took you for granted they're going through even more drama and pain than they would've been going through if you were still with us physically because you'll forever be apart of my life and hundreds of other lives for as long as we shall live. I'm will make you name live on forever. Mom I love you with every ounce of my being. You made me humble you made me a fiver. You taught me wrong from right. As a seventh day Christian you instilled in me God and how I should live my life daily. Of course I'm not perfect but you helped me become a much better man than i would've been with anyone else as my mother. Sometimes I think and wonder where life would've taken me if you were still here? I wonder where I would be at if my mother was still with me but I've come to realize I can't think like that because you've always been there for me. You've always cAred for me and wished me the best of luck you've always rooted for me! You've always had my back and no it's no difference. I'm going to make you proud. You created a talented human being who is going to change the world and impact lives worldwide. You're a blessing to the world MOM! You're my ultimate blessing! You're who I want to be when I grow up. Sweet, kind, humble, genuine, caring, giving, empathetic, loving and just all around a great person. People miss you and talk about you everyday. You're a piece of history I'm going to let the world know about. There's no greater woman than my mother! There's no greater person than my mother! I love you with all of my heart! I will make you proud. I will not disappoint you. You're the best person to ever enter my life. Although that day will come when my first child is born. Although he or she will not get to meet you they'll know all about you. They'll know that their grandmother is the sweetest person ever. I'm going to do my best to raise my kids how you raised my sister and I. You're the most perfect person to ever walk this earth and for the same reason God put you on this earth he took you back because heaven needed it's most humble servant. God needed the one person who can bring people together from all walks of life and get them to communicate and even become friends. You'll forever be loved, missed, talked about and most cherished for the incredible person you are. Your task on earth was completed and you impacted lives positively and for that you'll forever be loved and cherished. I love you always mom and I will see you one day in heaven. I love you MOM!!!!!

Break ups are a f***ing joke!

I'm a book writer and a musician with plenty of resources within arms reach and all I have to do is ask and I shall receive. I don't have any children yet because I haven't accomplished the dreams and goals that I have set out for myself. God's plan for me is to be one of those people who accomplish their dreams and goals before they actually settle down and have children and a family and blah blah blah the American Dream I guess. Some people have their family first and then at the backend of their life they finally focus on their dreams and goals and some people are fortunate enough to accomplish those goals and some are just delusional to the fact that they'll never truly have enough time to get done what they need to get done because of their family who has their own problem that them as parents still have to deal with. This is the hand that I've been dealt at this point but hopefully some curveball might be thrown and I'll stumble upon that right girl who'll change my life for the better. Perhaps she's a stranger perhaps she's someone I already know. Whoever she is I'm waiting for you!

Love can make anyone mature.

The most immature human being on earth can grow and become a better person because of love. Love is blind and there's no race, religion, age or anything else that can prevent it besides yourself. I'm at a stage in my life where I'm growing and a persons love and affection towards me and mines towards them can help me become a better man. I can realize how much that person is worth keeping in my life and how much that person means to me which will allow me to become a better man and a better overall person. When you have someone there for you who believes in you and counts on you. No one on earth can't tell me that won't bring the best out of them because it'll bring the best out of me.

We live in a selfish world!

You don't fuck with me no more! The statement heard often said to me lately. People only think about themselves and their problems they got some reason feel that you have it good and you're not going through anything. Well I am that's why I don't come through as often. The difference between you and me is that I don't complain about my problems. I don't need the world knowing that I'm going through things. Only a select few may know and that's if I feel like discussing what I'm going through. I know how life works the moment you discuss your problems with others it becomes their problems and I'm not with that at all. I'm laid back I'm. More into resolving my issues instead of harping on them. I guess that's the difference that makes people look at me differently and say I'm not going through any problems. I'm not going to be like everyone else ever. I'm not a huge talker about my problems I rather resolve it instead of talking about them. I'm not gonna change so peoples perception of me may not ever change as well.

Cell phones are dangerous! Be careful!!!

Cellphones are dangerous because sometimes you leave voicemail messages you didn't mean to leave. Sometimes you forget but that's something I do not do. I'm not someone who gossips, I'm not someone who likes to talk shit about the next man because I'm not perfect whatsoever. However when it comes to hanging up my phone before the person of whom I am calling voicemail comes on I have already hung up the phone. So many people don't do it and for some of those people they reveal their true feelings towards you sometimes. I don't know what it is whether they're pissed you didn't answer you phone or they just feel as though that's the perfect time to talk shit about you. I've heard things that people probably didn't want me to hear about not just my own self but about someone that I'm close with that their also close with. I don't get it but some people just aren't good hanging up their phone or they're just so nonchalant with everything that's going on around them that they don't care whether they hung up their phone or not. All I know is that cellphones are dangerous and for you sneaky low lives be very careful because eventually your true feelings about someone will be revealed and it might be revealed through something as simple as a voicemail message.

Drugs built everything!

South beach was built up and creates because of drugs. Neighborhoods all across this country and all across this world have been built up because of drugs. Bills have been paid, mortgages have been paid in full, businesses that's benefitted communities have been created because of drugs. It doesn't matter if it's prescription drugs or street drugs drugs have built homes, drugs have built neighborhoods and drugs have even kept marriages afloat whether they were using the drugs or they were selling it drugs has built certain parts of this country and this world up. Don't sleep on drugs don't for a second think that it's not around you. That person paying their annual golf club membership or their worldwide flights don't think for a moment that it wasn't drugs that allowed that person to do what they're doing. Drugs are everywhere and as much as the police and government pretend they want it to come to an end drugs is too economy boost fun for it to every come to an end. One thing that'll never have an ending is the positive impacts of drugs on the world. Of course there's millions of me gators with drugs there are also a lot of positives with drugs as well.

Why I like being a writer.

The kind of people I've meet in recent years are the kind of people I probably would've never spoken to our met with a day in my life if I weren't a writer. The powerful stories that can connect people of all walks of life is endless which is why I love the fact that I'm a writer. Ive met and became friends with people who are multimillionaires and people from all over the world just because u write. They could care less about the color of my skin or my race the enjoy my material. There are few things in this world that can connect people from all walks of life and writing is one of them. God has blessed me with a gift that I can't keep hidden from the world much longer. I'm thankful for him being there for me and gifting me a gift that very few people in this world possess. I'm a writer and I'm glad that I am. My Fans are diverse and I love it. I love the fact that I come up with ideas that catch the attention of people. Writing is what I do and it's what I'll continue to do until my life is over and done with.

The naked hustle: stripping!

Don't doubt a stripper for one second that's her hustle. Fuck the fact that she removes all of her clothing from her body stick to the fact that you come out of pocket for a tease. I don't respect all strippers I respect certain ones. The ones that'll dance for you but wouldn't allow you to disrespect them in any sort of way. The ones who don't put a price tag on their body. The ones who strip to go somewhere instead of just stripping just to strip. I dated two strippers in my lifetime both all about their money and business only. Not every female is Buisness minded stepping into the stripping business. It's more that comes with it and some strippers don't understand the game so they get played. Me I respect certain strippers that's why I have conversations with them just to see where their head is at. Some women just don't know what they want some don't know what they got themselves into but the ones that's business first those are the ones I respect. Those are the ones that I can Fuck with the other ones they're recyclable they get used put in the trash only to be reused again.

A thank you or an I appreciate what you do for me can go so far!!!

Manners have gone out of the window this generation and it's not just the people of this generation doing it it's people from different generations that seems to be doing it. When someone does something nice for me I tell them thank you without any issues. I show my gratitude because I understand they didn't have to do me a favor no matter how big or small it is. For some reason people appear to be ungrateful or just don't care to show their appreciation for what someone else has done for them. I'm tired of hearing through the mouth of someone else how appreciative someone is of me. It's kind of a bank hand compliment to me due to the fact that I have to hear it from the mouth of someone who isn't even involved in what went out. To me I hate it when people do that. I hate it to the point that I feel disrespected. I'm one who wants to hear a persons gratitude because it shows their sincerely appreciative. Telling someone else what I do for you is kind of like you're just glad that anyone came to do you a favor. Show me some love show me a little respect and that's all I ask for.

regurgitating love

Intaking love seems simple but sometimes however it's disgusting it's intolerable. Sometimes even though it went down smoothly you might have to remove it from your body immediately. regurgitating love is easy for some but dramatic for others. You're putting an end to something that you once thought was nourishing for your body and mind. Instead you found out you ingested toxic waste and it's not good for you at all. It's causing you stress that's leading to high blood pressure and possibly worse to come if you hold onto that meal meaning that person who just brings no good into your life. I don't get it. Why keep someone around who just brings negativity into your life? Because of love is your answer then you're an illiterate imbassel. Don't be naive regurgitate love if you have to. Don't hold onto something that's just not worth holding onto!

Forget a purse or some expensive shoes!

I'm meeting a bunch of women on a daily basis. Some I make plans with, some I plan on never calling again and some that's just not even worth hanging out with. One thing I've noticed not with all of the women but with a few that I've been encountering lately is that they're satisfied with a guy buying them a purse or shoes maybe even a car. I've tried to figure out their logic and it makes no sense to me whatsoever. Why not find someone who'll invest in buying them a house or invest in their education things that aren't materialistic. A cars a good investment especially if it's mainly used to take care of your business however if the want is to have it because everyone else wants it then it makes no sense. An education can take someone to levels and heights they wouldn't reach without it. Schools not for everyone but it's for a lot of people and those women can probably benefit from it. And a house, who doesn't want to own their own home? Who wants to rent forever? A purse and matching shoes maybe a nice thing to have but a good education and a home is a great thing to possess. Not everyone thinks this way some just want what they want and I think it's time for women to get what they deserve and to me that's school, a home and most importantly finding someone who'll actually care for you at all times.

New beginnings means getting rid of a part of your past

No matter what anyone says when you begin something new you have to get rid of something old. Maybe it's a thing or someone you have to get rid of a part of your past whether you're trying to or not. It's life when I got a brand new car my old habits of constantly worrying about checking my oil level, power steering level all went out the window. My old habits changed now I can just jump in my car and go without having to constantly worry about my new car leaking oil like my old car did. Life is filled with fresh starts that means new beginnings and old habits changing without warning. I'm into change and I'm willing to get rid of something from my past to allow the new beginnings to take place. Maybe that's not a good thing but it's a good thing to me.

Family first

Never will I doubt my bloodline. My family my cousins my uncles aunts and everyone else. My family is filled worth geniuses who can never be under estimated. We know everything and we are so creative. We are incredible and I love my family for who you all are the black family for job you all are.

Life is constant transitioning

In life you're going to go through constant transitioning and that transition can determine the success you will have and the direction your life will go. I can adapt to any and all situations no matter what. I know the kind of person I am and I know what I'm capable of. I know what I can and what I struggle to do. There's nothing I can't do so throughout the transitions life continues to throw in my direction it doesn't prevent me from living my life to the fullest. In this journey to becoming a published author I know what transitioning is all about. I'm surrounded but people I otherwise wouldn't have ever met in my life but their love as well as my love for books gravitates us to one another and that's why j love art. I love writing books just to make book lovers fall in love with what I've written. There's no better feeling than hearing someone express appreciation for giving them a novel they enjoyed reading. That motivates me to write more and more and I will not slow down. I'm a writer I love to write and I will continue to write nonstop because it's what I love doing.

She bad! She had to get fooled atleast twice!

i hate to sound like I'm an asshole but I know that I am one. I never purposely try to be one however some people know just how to bring it out of me. I'm a writer. I have a certain way with words that very few possess so I can obliterate someone with just a sentence. In this case I'm talking about very pretty light skinned women particularly my light skinned Sistas. For whatever reason some of you just seemed to get fooled not only once but twice. By fooled I mean have a child with the type of man that won't be there for you or your kid after that child is born in some situations even before the kid is born. They call me the real one for a reason cause I keep it 100 no matter what. Don't get me wrong there's plenty of bad light skinned women that do not get tricked however I've seen it happen so many times I'm surprised when I don't come across one that's threatening to putt heir child's father on child support. Everything happens for a reason. The poor decisions one makes can alter the direction their life was supposed to go in. So I'm sick and tired of hearing people talk about their hardships and how it's so hard on them being a single parent. You gotta make better decisions and don't get tricked by the flashy jewelry that's probably no even real or the nice car that he spent his life savings on. This world is crazy and it's hard just to live don't make it harder by allowing the wrong kind of people to enter your life.

Regret sex?

It's easy to say that females are always the one who might have regretted hooking up with someone but believe it or not guys have regret sex as well. She's beautiful, she's sexy she's a knockout and she's just all around down to earth the problem is she's a little psycho and clingy. But for some reason temptation takes over and you still have sex with her regretfully so. She's not going to let you go and she's gonna be emotionally attached which is the last thing you want but for whatever reason you still hooked up with her. Why? Because she is physically attractive. This is just one of the many cases of regretful sex. Hooking up with someone because they fit your description of the perfect whatever but behind that is perhaps a maniac. Another case of regretful sex is hooking up with a friend or just the first random person you come across after your relationship ended. That is by far the worse time to have sex. You are in a bad mental state and no good can come from it and you might send the wrong message to the person you had sex with and that's never good either. You might make them think you like them a little more than you actually do.

The importance of casting the right people!

I just heard Wesley Snipes was supposed to play Luscious Lyon on the hit television Fox series Empire. Wtf! Wesley Snipes really? There's no way it would've worked! Everything about the show would've changed. The cast who's playing his children would've had to be recasted because none of them look remotely like him therefore there would've been other actors selected to play their roles and there's no way it would've worked out with anyone else. I can't picture Wesley Snipes playing along side of Taraji P. Henson it just wouldn't work. Chemistry is the key when it comes to a hit series whether the people who play the characters like one another in real life or not. Chemistry is key and Terrence Howard and Taraji P. Henson has an unbreakable bond. Empire wouldn't be where it's at right now with Wesley Snipes playing the lead. Truthfully he would have a better chance at playing a villain in the hit show Power but not Empire. I'm glad he turned the role down because he saved a lot of people's jobs and he also made a hit series possible because of him saying no. Casting is the defining key to any show or movie. I can't see anyone playing replacing Shailene Woodley in Divergent just like I can't see anyone playing Bella besides Kristen Stewart. Can you Imagine Lindsay Lohan replacing Kristen Stewart as Bella in Twillight or Amanda Bynes playing Beatrice instead of Shailene Woodley. It's not a knock on those actresses however sometimes the bigger name isn't what's best. I could care less about casting Halley Berry in a role that she's not the right fit for just because it's Halle Berry it doesn't matter. I would rather cast someone from a Mchenry, Illinois that's a no name because she's the right fit for the role. It's not about the start it's about the person who can execute the work perfectly and the bigger name may not be the best fit for the role. Casting is key it can make a show or movie a hit and it can make a show or movie a dud. So casting directors out there stop looking for the big name and start looking for the right people to play those roles.

She's telling me a bunch of lies and I love it! By: Omar Black

Jacob loves being lied to by beautiful women. He can't lie he loves being lied to by a woman who probably doesn't even want him but wants what he has obtained over the course of his lifetime. Despite all of that he's strategic and he's very observative. He can basically see through people's bullshit. He allows people to get the rope and hang themselves with it without even saying a word. He knows exactly what he's doing. He acts quiet, he acts shy but it's all in his plan to get you to reveal your true self to him so he knows if he can befriend you or should he just keep his distance. The ora around someone says it all but its never truly uncovered until that person begins speaking and starts showing him who they truly are. He loves it when a female that he's physically attracted to lies to him because he already knows exactly what she wants. He won't give it to her but he'll play the role of the arrogant prick who loves compliments but the entire time he's peeped what's really going on. That's what allows him to get what he wants from the girl before she even realizes he got what he wanted and she's still wondering why she hasn't gotten a damn thing out of him. He doesn't allow his supposed shyness to allow a female to fool him and get over on him because he's everything but a pushover. He just doesn't open up quickly to anyone at all. He has to feel you out first. He has to get comfortable with you in order for him to break out of his shell. And even if he shows you hints of who he truly is you'll never really know who he truly is because he'll never reveal that to anyone. So he loves women who lies to him because the entire time he knows their angle. He knows what they want, the thing is they don't believe he has any clue what they really want but truthfully he does.

When that opportunity comes seize it!!!!!

Time and time again I see various football teams have an exceptional year and the next year they become completely nonexistent. Why is that? That's because most teams are truly built for one season. Coaches, management and recruits usually build for right now with somewhat of a thought for the future. For example a quarterback is building for now and into the future whereas a defensive back of line backer maybe only for right now to fill a void they didn't have the prior season. Teams adjust and adapt that's the reason why we can see a team go from 8 and 8 to 13 and 3 then back to 7 and 9. Why? Because these are the teams that are usually built to win it all for one season. For example the Kansas City chief a few seasons ago seemed unbeatable until there steam ran out now they're just a mediocre team hoping to get a top five draft pick for the next season. We see it annually teams that have a great off season as far as signing big names are even drafting a great player. They go from last in their division to first place then back to last place. When given that golden opportunity you better take it and run with it. In these teams sake win the super bowl. Now it's easier said than done but it is more than doable. Stop being a team that's just happy to make it to the playoffs or happy because this season you have mode pro bowlers than ever before. Win the ultimate prize the Super Bowl and then you can really be satisfied. Stop settling for mediocrity and start going for it all when that opportunity arrives.

Kids I don't want any

I want kids obviously however the women I've come across over the past several years just makes me say I don't want any kids. I'm Fucking sick and tired of attracting or being attracted to the wrong types of women. Why cant I just find a real down to earth humble woman who just wants me for me? Seriously I won't ever give up on women however One day I will give up on attempting to find the right woman who'll give me the child I would love to have. Now truth be told I don't want a woman with children. Well let me rephrase that I don't want to have a child with a woman who has children. I would prefer to be with a woman without any kids so we both can experience the indescribable feeling of us both having our first child together and sharing that moment which has to be beyond exciting. Now I'll be honest I don't and I will never refuse to be with a woman because she has a kid. Hell I've been with dozens of women with a child or more. Nevertheless I wouldn't have a child with a woman who already has a child I just can't see myself doing that. Truthfully I'll do any I've done my absolute best to avoid falling In love with any woman who has a child. It's just me and I refuse to change for anyone. I don't care what anyone's opinions of me is after this blog. This is my life and I'm living it how I choose to live it!

Some women are so confused they don't know what they want.

I don't get it and I will never understand why women chase the bad guy. The guy they know aren't good for them the guy that'll curse them out and physically or mentally abuse them but they reject the good guy. Women reject the guy who's doing something with his life the guy who wants and career or has a career. Most of the time it take the woman to get older and mature to realize what they should go for but by then they have a situation. And for the most part that situation is fucked up. I don't get it. Women don't go for what they want they have to learn from their fucks and sometimes well most of the time it's too late

Why do we disrespect the ones closes to us but try to impress the ones we barely know!

To begin with in life there will only be a few people and you can count them that will have your back to the end of time. There will be plenty of people who enter your life temporarily and just leave shortly there after. The ones who will have your back and will be there for you are the ones you should hold dare to your heart but we as humans for some reason don't do that. Some people abuse the woman or man they love. Some people treat associates with more respect than their childhood friends. For example if you allow yout supposed closes friends borrow money being repaid shouldn't be a problem especially if they work a normal nine to five. I've constantly heard don't lend anyone money without the thought that you'll never be repaid. Basically if you give someone money expect to not get it back. One may pay you back in a few days one may pay you back when they receive their next paycheck and one just just might decide to avoid your phone calls and avoid your texts. It might get to the point where you know they've received at least two checks by now and has decided to avoid you all together. You may just have to be willing to take the L but your friend shouldn't dissapear. That's something I don't get at all. No response to your text and they avoid your phone calls so you have good reason to say fuck you and that's what probably should be said and that friendship could officially be over all because of money. I guarantee you if they borrowed that money from someone they didn't know well they would've paid them back right away. Meanwile you on the other hand someone who has allowed them to borrow moeny before in the past got caught off guard by their actions. But now you know better. In life do favors that'll somehow benefit you as well. If you give someone a ride get gas money in return or if you bring someone to get groceries make them get you groceries. Not every time you should benefit because things should be done out of the genuinty in your heart but sometimes it's no problem with benefiting at all they are. It's a dog eat dog world for real and somehow you have to claw and fight your way through the world and find a way to eat as well.

Some of YALL women are the definition of a hypocrite

You act as though you're above stripper status but when I check your Facebook or your Instagram your a public stripper who's not receiving a dime for getting half naked for be world to see. I don't get it in the streets you act as though you're above stripper status as though that's something ou wouldn't be caught dead doing but when I check your social media pages the only thing I can define you as is a stripper. You're lying to yourself. Why do you think some guys treat you the way they do? Because the only visual of you they have is seeing you half naked on a social media site and you're not getting paid for doing so. Therefore they look at you as nothing but an object of their list. If you're willing to get naked for nothingn then why not sleep with them for nothing. It might sound harsh but I know that's the opinion of some of the guys who only see you naked when they click on your social media pages. You are who you are and usually your page defines you. Stop acting as though you're a woman in the streets when the world knows you're nothing but a Stripper at heart. You are who you are and youre willing to show it off to the but you're not willing to give a guy who might want you a chance to get to know you. Females out there who known talking about them do me a favor and stop acting like you're better than a stripper when you're nothing but a wannabe stripper who doesn't get paid.

Some bad chicks get super jealous when a badder chick walks in

I've seen it once I've seen it a million times bad chicks love attention bad chicks loves the attention they get from not only men but women as well. So they may not act like it but they relish the spotlight he enjoy it wholeheartedly until another chick that's badder than they are steps into the room. They immediately become second place. The attention they were getting ceases to exist and they become irrelevant except for the one guy in the corner who's gawking at every and any woman that steps into the store or wherever the hell you are. Women easily judge themselves more than men judge them and whenever they see a woman they can't compete with the jealous eye comes out from nowhere. There's no competition because they can't compete with them. It's a shame but it's reality women hate to be outshined. They want the top spot wherever they go no matter what. How do I know? Easily they dress sluttier, they more flamboyant. They walk back and forth hoping your attention stays on them. It's crazy how life is but it is what it is. They're programmed to being the way they are and nothing's changed. Some women will be this same way a hundred and ten years from now. A different generation with the same mindset and it doesn't matter what decade or century it is there will always be wen who act and think the same way. They have to be the prettiest woman in the room at all times no one can compete with them until they meet their match. And all I can do is laugh wtf! Is wrong with the world we live in?

Anybody that knows me

Anyone that says and I quote "Anybody that knows me" is a fucking liar. No not to everyone you're a good person I don't care how holy you think you are. Whatever statement flows out of your motto after those words is a fucking liar. Point blank period I don't care how truthful of a person they are anyone that starts off a statement using those words is about to lie to you to make themselves look better than they actually are which to me is pointless. Why are we so concerned with proving how good of a person we are when we need to be real. If we'll lie to someone just to put ourselves on a pedestal we will lie to our own selves. "Anybody that knows me" shouldn't be allowed to utter out of anyones mouth. It's complete and utter bullshit. "Anybody that knows me" should be followed up with the words "I'm about to lie straight to your face and there's not a damn thing you can do about it."

Self Publishing is not my choice!

Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! I understand the new takeover for the book industry is to self publish. Some people have their master piece right before them and the only thing they want to do is expose it to the world whereas someone such as myself has decided that I have more than one master piece. Most people that I've came across has told me that they only have one book that they've worked on for years to complete and the only way to put the icing on the cake is to get their work out there and some of them have chosen to self publish their work. Me personally there's no way I will self publish until I'm well established. Once you're well established then I can understand self publishing because it's more money going into your hands. But to launch your writing career through self publishing makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. One reason why I refuse to self publish is because I have more than a dozen novels completed. When you self publish that's it you're all in. Your only focus is that one book and getting it promoted heavily. Like I said for an author who only has one novel under their belt that is perfect but for someone such as myself who has more than one books completed and is working on more novels as well as screenplays and short stories I don't have the time nor the patience to go along with the process of self publishing. So no self publishing is not for me. It never has been and never will be. So to you authors who feel the need or have self published more power to you for someone like me it's not the answer. Deuces!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's me here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can I ask you a question? Why not me? I am the right person for you but for some reason the women I know that will be right for me don't see it. I end up falling for and being with the women that I know aren't any good for me. The women that I already know are no good for me but for whatever reason I stay with them or I keep falling for the same kind of women. Women make the wrong decision when it comes to men. They choose the flashy no good guys instead of the one guy who is perfect for them like me. So I can't do anything besides shake my head when they end up all alone as a single mother. Give the good guys a shot I'm right here!

Finding love

Love comes to those who don't want it while the people who yearn for it wait their whole lives waiting to find that one person who'll change their life for the better. Life stinks and thats the only way that I can put it. I can't believe how hard it is just to find love. I've been waiting for twenty six years which some people will say thats not that long but I think its an eternity. Ive been waiting and waiting for the perfect girl from me and I believe in my heart that I've found the right woman for me. Ive always been good with women and Ive never really been the type of guy to go too long without a girlfriend. But I've always been a helpless romantic. I believe in love. I believe in everyone having the perfect match which is why Ive always been the type of guy to want the right woman. I don't need a thousand girls just give me the one right girl that equals a million girls. Only time will tell but i will find the right woman for me.

Single women like married men.

What attracts some women to pursue a man that is already married to someone else? Maybe it's the thrill of pursuing someone who has already been pursued. Marriage is serious but it seems as though no one takes it serious anymore. No one respects values anymore because its all about sex. Therefore in recent years the number of one night stands have skyrocketed to an unbelievably large rate. I can't believe the amount of women I have come across in recent years who have willingly discussed their flames with married men. They have no shame and they refuse to deny the fact that they engaged in an intimate relationship with a man who was married. It's not for me to judge because I too am a sinner but I find it strange that anyone would be willing to discuss their relations with someone who's married with someone they barely know. I guess its life and its the new generation thats caring less and less about it.

Should i date myself?

The goal in life is to find happiness whether your happiness is money or if your happiness involves finding your true love. Mines of course is both. But I pose the question should I date myself meaning should I date the female version of me? I know my flaws and I know all of the positives i bring to the table. I love writing and I am extremely creative. I believe in true love and I feel that I may have met the perfect girl for me who shares the same interests as I do and who also shares the same similarities that I share. The problem is do I find myself attractive meaning would I date someone that is just like me when the old saying goes "opposites attract." Normally I tend to fall for women that are both loud and obnoxious to everyone around me except for me. Ive always found girls that are blunt and upfront to be sexy because they have no filter however none of those relationships have lasted for more than two or maybe three years. That is quite sometime however none of those relationships have ever led to anything more than just a longterm relationship. I want to fall in love and not to say that I didn't fall in love with any other those loud and obnoxious women Ive date in my past but truthfully I couldn't see myself spending the remainder of my life with just them. However i have to live with myself so theres no running from me at all. I have to deal with my flaws. I have to deal with all of my positive and negative tendencies and there's nothing i can do about it. So why not find the female version of me? Why shouldn't i pursue the one woman thats exactly like me? I'm going to do it because of the simple fact that the women that are the complete opposite of myself those relationships have yet to workout. So I'm diving in head first into this relationship with this beautiful young lady and I will see what happens. I know her love is worth my time so I will give her my all and given that she's just like me I know she will do the same. So I'm going to find out whats going to happen and I will keep you all updated.

 Until next time folks! lol. Enjoy your lives.