Motives!

Why do people do things with a motive behind it? Why do people do things to benefit instead of just doing something just to help someone without any ulterior motive behind it. Perhaps there's only a few genuine people left on earth. The goal shouldn't be to benefit off of someone whenever you do them a favor however people do things with intent! I don't get it at all. But I know there's people who do and people who don't do things with intent. I do favors for people because I actually care to do them a favor. Can people stop being sneaky and start being real? If you have a motive behind a kind act and all I ask is that you be up front and tell me straight up I'm doing this because.... Don't hold it in and allow me to figure out that you're really doing me a favor or something for someone because you have motives behind it. You're just showing me that you're shady and I can't stand shady people. I don't get along well with artificial people that's why my circle stays small and I barely allow any new people into it. It sucks but it's real you must be cautious out here because people are fake. "Note to self people with motives behind their fake acts of kindness aren't the people you need to be around you." That goes for me and everyone else on this earth please share and may 2016 be filled with blessings for you and those around you. Happy New Years!

My New Years resolution is to be a better version of myself!

I can't recreate myself but j can better myself. A more spiritual, humble, understanding and most importantly a more caring person. I can be all of that and I will be. Some people belief in making drastic changes and to me other than weight loss everything else is going to take a great deal of time to change. I want to be a more spiritual person. I want and will work for a better relationship with the man upstairs because I am a good person and I will like to know more about my God. In addition to all of that I want to finally pursue full force my book and music dreams. No longer will I dream about them I'm going to make them a reality. It's time that I make things happen instead of making excuses. "Just do it!" The words utter repeatedly by one of my favorite actors of all time Shia Labeouf. Now watch me make it happen!!!!!

Kids having kids!

Kids shouldn't have kids it makes no sense. How can you raise a child when you're a child yourself? How can you take care of someone when you can't even take care of yourself? I'm a blogger these are my opinions and sometimes they change on certain issues and topics however this is an issue that'll never change no matter what I'm thinking about and what I'm going through. I just don't feel that someone who just isn't ready and who isn't able to take care of themselves shouldn't put themselves in a position where they are required to take care of someone else. Make life easier on yourself and most importantly that child because they didn't make a decision to come into this world and be raised by a person who can't even take care of themselves. This world isn't easy and when you're in a position where life isn't easy take your time and get yourself right before you even consider having a child. No one wants to go through the struggle of raising a child in a situation where they can barely take care of their child. Please do yourself and most importantly do that child a favor and wait until you're ready to have a child.

Your happiness is here with me so what are you afraid of?

When that perfect person comes around you pursue them and you let them know how you feel. Once you know their feelings about you are mutual you make things happen! Don't hesitate si people find love instantly once they meet someone and some people it may take longer. Physical attraction doesn't determine how fast you connect spiritually with a person intimate connections it gravitates you to someone however spiritual connections can happen right away or it can take time. You bay have a friend who's been with someone for years because they just like each other, they don't want to find someone else, they can't find someone better or they just don't care to look anymore so they stay with the person they've been with for years. That relationship may not even be a solid one but they know each other so well and they've known each other for so long it's like what's the point of moving on. It's like what's the pint of trying to find someone else. For those people it's like I'm better off with you because I won't be lonely than I am without you because I will be alone. For those who connect deeply on a spiritual level those relationships can last an eternity. Those relationships can build a foundation and a Love that can make lives better for them and the people around them. People love love and they love to see two people who generally care for each other. Those conversations exists I've heard them and I've seen them for years. People love to talk about how happy they are that their friend is still with the same person. It's motivation for them to find their true soulmate. All I ask is when you find that person you let it happen and you don't run away from love because who doesn't want to be loved? Who doesn't want to have happiness? I want love and I want happiness and I know that you are that person and I will work to make you happy and work to make us last!

Money and fame everyone wants it but it doesn't bring happiness!

People who aren't rich must think the life of the rich and famous is easy however when you're rich and famous you lose certain basic rights. The amendment allows us to speak freely. However when you're famous you no longer have the right to speak freely. Every word you say will be analyzed and dissected. You have to understand that your opinion about a social, political or just national or international issue will have its supporters and you'll have those who completely disagree with your opinion and those are the people who can cause plenty of trouble for you. You lose your right to freedom of speech especially if you're one of those people that wants to maintain a false image just to please others then you're one of those people who gave up their rights. Additionally when it comes to fame you deal with safety concerns so you lose your right to just casually walk outside and just enjoy The city that you're located in. Money and fame appears nice but it's not all it's cracked up to be. It's only for a selective few it's not for everyone because having money and fame is one thing but dealing with the consequences of having money and fame is another issue.

My MOM!!!!!

Have you ever heard of the strongest, most resilient, humble, spiritual, a breath of fresh air, a person who brings foes together, heaven sent, the greatest woman to ever live? Well if you have then you know that person is my mother the greatest person to ever live. I'm constantly reminded of the blessing my mother was and still is to a large amount of people old and young relatives, friends, coworkers and just people who were briefly blessed to be in the presence of my mother. My mother cared so deeply about people and she made sure that she called and visited the ones closed to her just to make sure they're alright. Things haven't been the same since she's physically left out presence. My family isn't as close as it once wAs. Close relatives have become distant ever since my mother took her spot in heaven. If there ever was a rock meaning a foundation that held everything and everyone together it's my mother. It's been six years without you and so many people on this earth are in a much worse position in their lives now than when you were here. People tools you for granted now without your presence they're realizing how much you truly meant to their happiness. They say you never know how important someone is until they're gone and for some many people who neglected you and took you for granted they're going through even more drama and pain than they would've been going through if you were still with us physically because you'll forever be apart of my life and hundreds of other lives for as long as we shall live. I'm will make you name live on forever. Mom I love you with every ounce of my being. You made me humble you made me a fiver. You taught me wrong from right. As a seventh day Christian you instilled in me God and how I should live my life daily. Of course I'm not perfect but you helped me become a much better man than i would've been with anyone else as my mother. Sometimes I think and wonder where life would've taken me if you were still here? I wonder where I would be at if my mother was still with me but I've come to realize I can't think like that because you've always been there for me. You've always cAred for me and wished me the best of luck you've always rooted for me! You've always had my back and no it's no difference. I'm going to make you proud. You created a talented human being who is going to change the world and impact lives worldwide. You're a blessing to the world MOM! You're my ultimate blessing! You're who I want to be when I grow up. Sweet, kind, humble, genuine, caring, giving, empathetic, loving and just all around a great person. People miss you and talk about you everyday. You're a piece of history I'm going to let the world know about. There's no greater woman than my mother! There's no greater person than my mother! I love you with all of my heart! I will make you proud. I will not disappoint you. You're the best person to ever enter my life. Although that day will come when my first child is born. Although he or she will not get to meet you they'll know all about you. They'll know that their grandmother is the sweetest person ever. I'm going to do my best to raise my kids how you raised my sister and I. You're the most perfect person to ever walk this earth and for the same reason God put you on this earth he took you back because heaven needed it's most humble servant. God needed the one person who can bring people together from all walks of life and get them to communicate and even become friends. You'll forever be loved, missed, talked about and most cherished for the incredible person you are. Your task on earth was completed and you impacted lives positively and for that you'll forever be loved and cherished. I love you always mom and I will see you one day in heaven. I love you MOM!!!!!

Break ups are a f***ing joke!

I'm a book writer and a musician with plenty of resources within arms reach and all I have to do is ask and I shall receive. I don't have any children yet because I haven't accomplished the dreams and goals that I have set out for myself. God's plan for me is to be one of those people who accomplish their dreams and goals before they actually settle down and have children and a family and blah blah blah the American Dream I guess. Some people have their family first and then at the backend of their life they finally focus on their dreams and goals and some people are fortunate enough to accomplish those goals and some are just delusional to the fact that they'll never truly have enough time to get done what they need to get done because of their family who has their own problem that them as parents still have to deal with. This is the hand that I've been dealt at this point but hopefully some curveball might be thrown and I'll stumble upon that right girl who'll change my life for the better. Perhaps she's a stranger perhaps she's someone I already know. Whoever she is I'm waiting for you!

Love can make anyone mature.

The most immature human being on earth can grow and become a better person because of love. Love is blind and there's no race, religion, age or anything else that can prevent it besides yourself. I'm at a stage in my life where I'm growing and a persons love and affection towards me and mines towards them can help me become a better man. I can realize how much that person is worth keeping in my life and how much that person means to me which will allow me to become a better man and a better overall person. When you have someone there for you who believes in you and counts on you. No one on earth can't tell me that won't bring the best out of them because it'll bring the best out of me.

We live in a selfish world!

You don't fuck with me no more! The statement heard often said to me lately. People only think about themselves and their problems they got some reason feel that you have it good and you're not going through anything. Well I am that's why I don't come through as often. The difference between you and me is that I don't complain about my problems. I don't need the world knowing that I'm going through things. Only a select few may know and that's if I feel like discussing what I'm going through. I know how life works the moment you discuss your problems with others it becomes their problems and I'm not with that at all. I'm laid back I'm. More into resolving my issues instead of harping on them. I guess that's the difference that makes people look at me differently and say I'm not going through any problems. I'm not going to be like everyone else ever. I'm not a huge talker about my problems I rather resolve it instead of talking about them. I'm not gonna change so peoples perception of me may not ever change as well.