Bills could care less about your problems! By: Omar Black

It doesn't matter how bad your day, month or week is going bills are headed your way in full force. Let's be real bills aren't prejudice they aren't racist they just want your money every single month. It's the one thing that won't go away no matter who you are. If you're an adult with responsibilities then you know exactly what I'm talking about. Bills are a migraine that returns monthly with a smile. It's objective is to eat away at your pockets thus it can get paid and you can continue to enjoy whatever service that comes with it. Bills really could careless about your problems they are self centered and are arrogant. If you don't take care of them they'll make sure you suffer without them.

Expose yourself to the world before you expose yourself fully to the higher power!

You will only be here once so why not let the world know who you are. Why not let the world hear your voice and know who you are? The world wants to hear your voice so make it be heard. The world wants to know who you are so let them inside your world. It's your time so make it happen cause I'm making it happen!

REMAKES AND SEQUELS! HOLLYWOOD IT'S GETTING OLD!

Every major film nowadays appears to be a remake or a sequel. Where is the originality Hollywood? Board games are becoming movies, television shows are becoming movies but there's no new ideas. Hi! Hollywood my name is Omar and nice to finally meet you. I'm going to change the laughingstock that Hollywood has become into an original machine that it once was. Take a look at the past decade heck take a look at the year's biggest movies that have come out or are being promoted. Most of these films aren't worth the time it takes to make them. The rest or worth making but only very few are really good. We get hooked into history and the legacy an old movie has and we get caught up into seeing the new twist thats placed onto the new film version of it. I'm tired of it and I'm not the only one Hollywood. It's time we step up to plate and bring back original films based off of original novels even new television shows and comics as well as just new fresh ideas. Hollywood step up because I'm lurking around the corner and I'm more than prepared to change the mindset of everyone in Hollywood because remakes and sequels are getting old now it's time for new movies based off of new original ideas. Some remakes and sequels deserve to happen but most of them aren't even worth making.

They say Divide and Conquer I say Unite and We shall all Succeed!

Stop dividing us when you know we are stronger, better and more prepared when we're all united as one. It appears that people nowadays love hatred or is it that they now have so many more avenues that they can express their hate. I guess it's both but we shouldn't have any division we need to unite as one and become even stronger better and more prepared for every and anything. Let's put an end to hatred and promote a society of people who believe in togetherness instead of division.

She knows she's bad Short Story by: Omar Black

The nights young and for Cynthia it's just beginning. She's not the type to linger at the bar waiting for someone to buy her a drink the drinks better yet bottles are being offered before she gets there. She's no amateur to the night life. She's been chasing money ever since she was fourteen and her attractiveness mixed with her arrogance is a force to be reckoned with. The last time she came out of her pocket to pay any of her bills was more than four years ago. Her objective is money and she's willing to go through great lengths to get as much as possible. To a woman who sees money as power and she's power hungry you can only imagine what she's done just to recieve it. She has no children, a bachelors degree in business and nothing but both men and women chasing her just to spend sometime with her. Her finesse game is so good she's never had to..... To be continued

Damned if you do! Damned if you don't! By: Omar Black

For Deandre if he doesn't ask you what's going on its he doesn't care if he does asks you what's going on then he's nosey. He doesn't get it. Do you want him to know what's going on in your life or not? He believes that people need to stop bringing up things and then when he asks you what's wrong you say that you don't want to talk about it. He already knows that you want the world to know what's going on he feels that you want to talk about it so lay it all out there and just spill the beans. He doesn't want you to mention anything you don't want to discuss with him he could care less if you discuss it with others he would rather you keep it to yourself. "Damn I can't believe"is a quote he hears to often from people and when he hears it he has no choice but to response it's human nature. "Believe what?" is his immediate response when he hear those words and then often the reply to his response is "oh I don't want to talk about it." He's left confused and all he can think is "What the fuck! Then don't mention anything in front of him or better yet anyone for that matter because you really don't want to talk about it, well atleast that's what you say. He feels that the fact that you mentioned your issues in front of him then just talk about it because he's definitely going to ask questions to know what's the issue, how did it get started and can it get resolved.... To be continued

These strippers ain't catching my interest! Omar Black

I've been stuck in this hell hole for the past hour and a half because of my idiotic best friend who's idea of a good time is hooking up with a stripper. Oh did I mention he's supposedly a happily married man of fifteen years to the devil who loves wearing the color red. The Hennessy is sticking to by breath like super glue and all I could care about now is finding one Stripper who catches my interest. The problem is I can't find one that's worth my money or my time. I'm even more annoyed because the strippers here are less exciting than a dead corpse. I surveyed the club repeatedly however no ones catching my eye until this mysterious girl stepped in wearing nothing but..... To be continued.

I ain't you you ain't me! By: Omar Black

I ain't you you ain't me but you compare me to you constantly, you aggravate me and agitate me, but for whatever reason you always got something to say about me, I don't worry or stress myself over you but you worry and stress yourself over me, my life is constantly on play while your life is constantly on rewind, why because everything you say you repeat it multiple times, you live in the past and I live in the present, I'm worried about life and you worry about my life selections, my choices, my decisions my women, my money and everything else about me, why because you wish you could be me, you want to live my life for whatever reason, my problems you make it your problems when I never asked for any of your opinions!

Dr. Peter White Short story by: Omar Black

The evenings young and the night is creeping upon me like my shadow. My phones ringing nonstop as I speed through the chaotic streets of downtown Chicago. The only person on my mind is my mistress even though my wife's calling me constantly. The frustration is building on my face as I glimpse down at my phone's screen which is displaying my wife's name. She's the only person who'll call me back to back to back. "Damnit!" I yelled as I slammed on breaks because the dumbass before me was fearful of driving through a yellow light....... To be continued!

And the Academy Award goes to! By: Omar Black

im announcing it here Leonardo DiCaprio will with the Academy Awards for best male actor in a leading role in 2016. Besides Denzel Washington and maybe Johnny Depp there's no other actor on earth that is more meticulous and accepting a role, then dissecting every aspect of that character's characteristics and then executes that role better than Leonardo DiCaprio. Not only is it long overdue it's been time and should've been about for the living legend that is Leonardo DiCaprio. It's your time, it's your year and on February 22, 2016 around 11:15pm you will be handed the award has been well overdue to you.

Playing a deadly game with sin daily! By: Omar Black

We play a deadly game with sin daily, we all pray to make it to eighty, but deep down most of us are living shady, all you can say is look at what the world has made me, your loved ones has been distancing themselves from you lately, because they can see that you're sneaky, you're lazy so you expect everything to come easy, your appetite is big so you're definitely greedy, you want more than you deserve isn't that just crazy, you're playing a deadly game with sin daily,

Timing! By: Omar Black

Timing can determine success or failure. Timing can determine life or death. Timing can determine whether a relationship will be serious or not. Timing can determine whether you will get pregnant or not. Timing is everything for everyone no matter how you look at it. The wrong timing can determine whether you'll have a career or just a job. It can determine if the person you're with is the right person because relationships only last when the timing is right for both parties. Either they were looking or it just stumbled upon them but either way it goes timing is everything. Don't fall asleep on timing!

The masks we put on! By: Omar Black

Halloween comes once a year but some people wear masks all year long. How do we wear masks because everyday some people hide who they truly are. Some people refuse to reveal themselves to the world so they put on a persona and refuse to be their actual selves because they don't believe they'll ever truly be accepted for whatever reason. They deem themselves as an outcast or they've heard they're weird for too long they just decide to change to fit in. Some people decide to put a mask on from day one and it gets to the point where they lose themselves. They actually become the false person they've been pretending to be for so long. Some people just don't want people to know the true them because the true them may never be accepted. They could be a stripper, a murderer, a compulsive liar, an undercover cop whatever it is they're something they know a lot of people around them and in general won't accept. We put masks on daily to be nice to the people we can't stand being nice to. We put on masks so we don't lie to those we love because that truth will shatter them. The masks we put on can prevent pain and it can cause tremendous pain if that truth were to be ever revealed. We all live in ways that others may find unacceptable. However we use masks that'll atleast make us appear as better people than we truly are because the Lord knows the masks we put on sometimes is worth it because it prevents pain. The masks we put on is always for a reason good or bad, wrong or right it's what we do!

My perfect Kardashian!

My perfect kardashian is a mix of Kim, Khloe and Kourtney. Let me break it down to you. Looks wise I'm going with Kourtney. Her physical appearance is naturally beautiful and I'm attracted to her without a doubt. Body wise before was clearly Kim for me but now I'm going with the body of Khloe and the personality of her too. She's transformed herself into a pretty sexy specimen and I have to give her, her cred. She's earned it she went from last on my list out of the three sisters to first. By far the life of the party so there's gonna be plenty of good times. Most importantly besides the looks and having fun Kim possesses the biggest attribute out of them all. Her business sense. I don't care what anyone has to say about what's she's done in her personal life but when it comes to great business mind I want my perfect Kardashian to possess the business mentality of Kim. Say what you want to say she's turned something minor into something major and plenty of other women tried to follow but to no prevail. She's earned my respect.  So there it is my friends my perfect Kardashian.

My nonprofit organization!

Tis the season where the winter weather takes over and the warm weather ends. Everyone wants to be indoors with their heater on full blast or their cabin fire lit like a Christmas tree. But what people aren't aware of are the homeless people that are freezing in this weather. No jacket, no coat, no blanket just the few articles of clothing they have on. The only thing preventing me from making a change is me. Anyone interested on helping me make this a reality instead of a plan please contact me. No one especially good people who's lives changes for whatever reason deserves to sleep outside especially in weather like this where pneumonia is so easy to catch. I don't know about you all but I know that I have a heart and thinking about just myself and my problems is what most people do. They only care about themselves this world is so selfish filled with people who have their beliefs and cares less about the beliefs of others which inch complete and utter bullshit. Life is crazy but as long as I'm breathing I'm going to make a difference. Contact me through my comments or email me  @ cancerawarness@yahoo.com. Together we'll make a difference in the lives of dozens hopefully hundreds if not thousands of people. If I have to do this by my lonesome I have no problem with doing so. I'm going to make a difference what about you?

To a chick without any potential what am I going to do with you!

I'm trying to figure out what am I gonna do with you? You don't have no plans for the future. You're not taking care of your bills. You don't even make your own decisions you rely on others to make decisions for you so my only question to you is what am I gonna do with you. Let's map it out we fall in love but you refuse to change your fast pace lifestyle while I'm hoping you change sooner than later. All of a sudden you miss your period and immediately go to the doctor where it's confirmed you're pregnant now our baby is born in a bad situation. I'm going all out for our child but from your prior actions I can't expect the same. You refuse to stop being coddled by your parents. You just refuse to grow up and there's no future plans for you so once more chick with no potential, no goals and no future mapped out what am I going to do with you. Raising a child in a world where one parent goes all out but the other is nonchalant can make a child feel or think any kind of way. Maybe they're not loved enough or maybe that parent just doesn't care for them. Your actions better yet lack of actions can do that. I rather wait longer to find the right woman and we plan having a child instead of having a child with a woman with no hope. So to a woman without any potential what am I going to do with you?

Money! By: Omar Black

It'll make the holiest human into the most ruthless being, can you blame them when it's greed and sin that they're accustomed to seeing, we live in a world that is filled with sin, so can you blame someone for committing sins over and over again, greed is on the rise its getting worst than before, watch all the grocery prices continue to rise in every store, so that leaves some people confused and bewildered, the crime rates increasing because this world is filled with money hungry sinners, they say there's no right or wrong just wrong when you commit a crime, but for some it's hard when in their pockets they don't even have a dime, they're confused they have no idea where their next meal is coming from, and the wealthiest individuals can't comprehend where they're coming from, but we all gotta do what we gotta do to survive, because of money it makes it hard for some people to even stay alive!

Visions of being created equally! By: Omar Black

I have visions of being created equally in a world where so many people fight their whole lives for equality. People die and never see the day but hopes the future bring more peace to the lives of their children and the next generation that to them dying is all worth it. I'm not gonna lie we live in a world that's so corrupted and unequal with people who have no rights whatsoever. I have hopes just like the other people who have sacrificed their own lives for a better tomorrow a tomorrow they'll never witness which is the definition of being bold. I have visions of living in a world where freedom reigns supreme worldwide. Women are treated fairly everywhere including the places they're currently slaves. In my world now they'll no longer be slaves. Any and everyone will be able to voice their opinions without having to watch over their shoulders the moment they do share their thoughts. I have visions of a world where we're rooting for our friends including our foes in hope they'll succeed no matter what they want outta life. I have visions of a world where hatred, discrimination, segregation, racism, sexism and all things wrong with our world no longer exists. The problem is my vision is only thoughts I'm not sure if the people in my world will ever allow it to happen. However for now my visions are just that visions hoping to become a reality.

Girl let me be the one guy! Omar Black

Girl let me be the one guy that you fell in love with, I wanna be that one guy that you can't fall out of love with, the passion that we have is endless, I call you my wifey and I meant it, the feelings I feel for you I can't describe it, the love is real and we can't deny it, I felt this way from day one and you felt the same, them other guys can't compare baby girl they're lame, I want you I want your heart, I want your love because you're a star, a star in the middle of the life that I live, you shine brightly and my all to you I'll give, you're the best you're the worst you're everything in between, you're my love you're my girl you're the one I need.

A picture is a story and a story is a picture.

A picture is worth a million words and a story is worth a million pictures. I write stories to paint pictures to describe a scenerio that someone can imagine. My friend draws pictures that's supposed to describe a story that led to that picture being drawn. It's worth it. Art is the way of life and if you know art you can relate. Drawings is a story and stories paint pictures. Open your mind up to the world and stop being stuck in one place or one city. appreciate all art and you'll realize it's the best thing you can ever do!

Say bye bye to the past cause I'm moving on!

It's time and I'm going to just live life to the fullest. Losing loved ones is hard and becomes a reality check. Therefore I know moving on is my best option. I can't think about you anymore you have to be erased from my memory in order for me to move on and that's what I did. You're permanently deleted therefore there's nothing left for me to hold onto. There's billions of people on earth and they want to live so why shouldn't I. I'm going to live, travel, vacation worldwide and most importantly move out this country the minute I get enough money to do so. At the end they say family and friends will be all you have left no matter what. When a relationship ends your family will still be there your true friends will be there. Therefore you're not needed and anything that came with you is no longer required. I guess they say if you cant get it here go some place else which sounds fucked up but it is what it is I guess. It's do me season im not worried about anyone else so fuck it!

Your heart defect ruined me!

I lost someone so important, so wise, so noble, so incredible, one of the loves of my life and she was no older than five years old. Born with a heart defect that took you away from the world and left you in the hospital 90 percent of the life God gave you on this earth. Your purpose was to inspire, bring a family together that was torn apart due to various reasons and most importantly remind us all that love still exists. Blood made us related but the love made us truly family. It crushes me without you here but God has a bigger and better purpose for you. I know it has to be to bring light into the lives of people who's life is only filled with darkness. You're a diamond and you shine brightly. I just want you to know that I miss you and I will make sure you're not forgotten and anyone that's going through what you went through will have a better chance at surviving because of you. You brought awareness to the unaware. You brought smiles and laughter to the unemotional. I'm going to miss my little angel but you're in a better place. Farewell for now but we shall reunite one day. Love you always!

People take my blogs too seriously!

So I woke up this morning to a big ole "it's your fault." Ok let me explain awhile back a particular blog according to this person who shall remain anonymous. Why? Because the email name is anonymous with a bunch of bullshit behind it. So I decided to reply "what are you talking about?" Normally that's unacceptable on my part to engage with anyone. Little before I knew it they responded with a big ole "it's your fault you ruined my relationship." Wtf! I instantly thought to myself then anonymous with the extra shit behind it went into detail about how he took my advice and ran with it. Wait what advice? When did I say I'm anyone's advisor? When did I say live how I write? Who's to say any of my blogs are factual and not just random thoughts because I randomly think of thoughts the average person wouldn't dream of? In the great words of the joker "why so serious." I can't help you. I'm not dr. Phil pretending to be something in not tricking minds into taking his opinionated sometimes irrelevant points and actually making a career out of it. I don't write for you to follow when I go back to school and study psychology I might or if I ever just decide to write self help motivational books them your point would be valid and I would have to look further into scenarios like yours. the vivid picture you painted about your relationship is like I was apart of it. Wait was I apart of your made up relationship? Just kidding! Or am I? Who knows besides me no one so don't worry about it. My blogs are just that blogs one man's thoughts on subjects whether true or not. It's not a guideline on how to live your life!

Batman v Superman!

The first movie since Star Wars that I'm excited to see. I don't know what it is. I like them both. I grew up instantly a batman fan the cape crusader protecting the cold hearted streets of Gotham and a billionaire in his normal life. Who wouldn't want that lifestyle? All the women in the world that you want you can atleast get their attention. You can buy what you want, travel where you want and damn near do anything you want so why not be batman. Then I thought about it Superman the man of steel chasing Lois Lane the elegant beauty who's heart he must capture while trying to make his boss proud of him. His weakness? kryptonite! That to me is my problem with Superman and I don't know if I'll ever be able to get pass that. Anyways the movies coming and it has nothing to do with my thoughts but I'm just ready to watch this movie.

No matter what I did right by your name!

Being assigned your last name isn't something I care too much to brag about. You're apart of the reason why I'm even alive to begin with dad but where were you. You've been absent now you're gone and your absence is never ending now. No matter what I'm one of the last people on earth carrying your last name and I never tarnished it even though you gave me plenty of reasons to do so. I never in my life gave you a bad name and not because of you but because of my mother. You weren't ever there for me so my feelings for you or just like your existence in my life, absent. There's no care there's no emotions there's absolutely nothing there and I'm not to blame the blames fully on you. You weren't there. You weren't a father. You were absent. Therefore your legacy won't continue through me I'm building my own because you knew nothing about my God given abilities and that reason alone means your legacy won't live on through me you can find someone else who'll allow your legacy to live on through them because it damn sure ain't me.

"You forgot about me!"

"You forgot about me!" I don't understand some people. They get upset when you don't pick up the phone to call them but they have fingers and a phone too so why can't you call me wheres you're effort why do I have to give you my all. In addition to that I have a life. I'm not sitting there every morning thinking about the people i'm going to call today. If I don't talk to my siblings and my other closes relatives daily what makes you think I care to talk to you everyday? If the people on earth that matters the most to me I barely talk to then why do I have to talk to you everyday? People are emotional and selfish its like the world is getting more self absorbed every single day and I'm tired of it. I'm ready for this opportunity that just presented itself and God willing it'll go the right way. My goal is to travel, begin my own non profit organization for those in need and just help as many people worldwide as possible. People get so upset at Oprah for building schools and investing into certain parts of Africa when they feel she needs to do more over here. I don't blame her one bit this is the money she's earned so who in the hell can tell her how to spend it. My objective is to save lives and I'm currently working on building my non profit organization which will focus on specific individuals for example I plan on beginning my own organization to help wounded veterans, ill children and single mothers who can't provide for both themselves and their child/children. My mother was always a single parent who struggled at times so that means the world to me. I'm going to make a change in this world before my last breath and no ones going to stop me. So if you're wondering why I forgot about you. I forgot about you because I'm focused on making changes to my environment and the world abroad. Billions of people need help medically, financially or whatever and I'm going to do my best to provide as much assistance to those in need as possible.

It's a reason why! By: Omar Black

Its a reason why she messed with two guys and the guy she wanted to be the father isn't and the guy she didn't want to be the father is. Maybe that's the punishment you deserve for living the lifestyle you live. Maybe that good guy was too good for you. Maybe that bad guy is what you deserve. Maybe the hardships that he's going to put you through is your punishment for the sinful life you've been living. Who really knows? No one, everyone thinks they know. Everyone thinks whatever they believe in and however they think they believe is right. We live in a judgemental, hypocritical and prejudice world. It's a reason for everything and I'm still trying to figure my reasons.