I see the world from everyone's perspective!

This is why I'm different I'm not one track minded I never have and I will never be. I know how it is to have it all and I know how it is to not have anything and anyone at all. I understand the pain of a man who hasn't eaten in three days and I understand the triumph of being able to pay the bills of both you and your girlfriend without ever worrying about how much the bills cost. I'm a writer in required to see the world from everyone's point of view. I'm also a person who's seen it all and done it all in only twenty six years of living. I'm not one track minded like a lot of you people living on this earth. I'm opinionated but I can understand the opinions and beliefs of others. But I'll still challenge your beliefs if you challenge mines. Open up your mind people and know that this world just isn't all about you in fact it's all about you and the rest of the people on earth so when you really think about it you probably don't even matter that much well you actually don't matter that much!

What happened if everything we ever thought was true really doesn't exist?

I don't like living by the what ifs but sometimes in life you have to sometimes in life you have no choice. What if everything in life that you thought was right really just doesn't exist to begin with? Religion ended something that could've been incredible in my life. So I have to ask that question what if her beliefs just is inaccurate? What if her thoughts on everything through the mind of a higher being just doesn't matter or even exist? It's probably over for good I have hope but I have to be realistic. I can't tell her what to do I can control her in anyway the only thing that I can do is lay everything out there but I'm no match for a person's religious beliefs. I just hope that one day it's discovered that we can make it work and there's nothing wrong with us attempting to make us workout. I have hope and I know you do too!

Kate beckinsale!

I'm not gonna lie to you it's something about this woman that I just find attractive. Right behind her is Charlize Theron. Yeah I have my top five black, white, Hispanic and even Asian women list. Kate beckinsale just happens to fall on top of my hottest white women list. She's attractive, elegant, sexy and most importantly she carries herself with such grace and maturity that it makes her even more attractive to me. Im not going to say much besides she's just does it for me.

Kid or no kid you're the right woman for me!

I had my doubts due to past relationships with women with children. No relationship I've had in the past with a woman with a child or children have ever worked out for me until now. In the past I've dated women who were confused about whether they really can move on from their baby's father. I've  had conversations with women who've told me they've hooked up with their child's father on several occasions after they broke up. I've always thought about the fact that if there's one person on earth who a person can connect with it's the person they had a child with especially if they were in San actual relationship before they had their child. However my mindset has changed because of this woman particular woman who I'll refer to as heaven sent. She's the opposite of the girls that I've been dating prior to me meeting her. She's well educated, she's a woman and she handles her responsibilities. God has brought her into my life for a reason and he's brought me into her life for a reason. This woman is simply amazing and she's opened up my eyes so much so that I can truthfully say that her having a child is a positive instead of a negative. She's made me realize that if the love is there that's all I truly care for and I accept her child as much as I accept her. I can't win over her heart without winning over her child's heart and that's what I plan on doing. That's precisely what I will do because I've received a blessing who's opened my eyes up wider than it's ever been opened up. I thank the lord for blessing me with you. I'm grateful and I'm going to prove it to my soon to be queen that she's perfect and she's worth my time, energy, sweat, tears and most importantly my love.

I should turn my phone off for a month just to get rid of unnecessary people!

one thing about me is that I don't need anyone besides my sisters, my nieces my family and that significant other as long as she's completely invested in me. Sometimes I think turning my phone off would be a positive. I don't need my phone yeah emergencies can happen but most phones nowadays allow you to call 911 regardless if your phone is off or not. So I'm highly considering saying fuck my phone and just cutting off a bunch of people because I don't need you. You bring unneeded drama into my life. You involve me in your bullshit and I don't get it but it's all good. I have damn near seventy first cousins so truthfully I don't need friends so I don't need you!

You had a true friend but you lost Em!

Never in my life would I think the closes or one of the closes to me would think so negatively of me. It's all good though I'm an Aquarius this is who I am I bounce back and recover from every and all situations stronger and mentally greater than ever! You doubt me I show you you messed up! I have to be one of the nose generous kind hearted people on earth however people take that genuity and kindness to weakness and once I figure that out its a must I cut you the fuck off! You're nothing to me you're nonexistent I gotta be cut throat to you because you thought so badly of me when I give you no reason to think badly of me. I took someone out of nowhere to reveal the truth to me. It took someone to let me know what's up because instead of telling me straight up as a man you go behind me back but we homies though! You go behind my back but I'm your nigga you fuck with me a million obviously not if you think I'm such a terrible person you would have thoughts and assumptions about me and talking to others about your opinions of me when you should know it's gonna get back to me one way or the other. I just ask myself why pretend to Fuck with me? Why pretend that we're cool when you know that we're not? I'm doing me from now on and if I fuck with you I fuck with you but now I have a caution signal because niggas have motives nowadays. Niggas can't do things out of generosity like nigga what the fuck! You can't be real with me I can't fuck with you and that's a billion! It's do me season and I'm riding for me 100%. My girl I'm all in it for you as long as you're all in it for me! This is just the beginning of my amazing journey. Peace out for now "I'm gonna make it" like Jadakiss said.

I'm not going to lie I'm a kid at hearT

I don't care what you have to say when it comes to me I'm a kid at heart. I enjoy cartoons on occasion and playing video games. Do I reflect on my childhood and wish I could relive those moments of course I do. First of all I don't have to pay any bills and most importantly I get to relive the special moments I've had with my mother. May God continue to watch over her soul I love you mom! If there's any point in time that I can relive and stay stuck in that moment it would be my childhood not only because I have my mother who kept me safe, kept my stomach filled, kept a roof over my head and most importantly kept her love in my life. My mother is the definition of an Extraordinary woman. In addition to that I would get to relive those great moments in time that I shared with my sister who is an amazing woman and who is also courageous. I love you sis and if I've never said it before I'm saying it now you mean everything to me and you motivate me to be a great uncle to the nieces I have because you're a incredible mother to the children you have one of which is soon to be 4.0 high school graduate the other who is headed in the same direction and who knows maybe even stardom. I adore you sis. I'm a kid at heart I guess that's why I get along so well with all of my nieces. I understand them all and love and treat them all equally and with a ton of respect. I don't approach them as their father thats not who I am. I approach them as their big brother someone they can talk to about any and everything. Someone they know will be in their corner no matter what. I look at myself as a missing piece to the puzzle of a lot of people's happiness. If it's a void you need filled I'm that person. And for that special woman who entered my life recently I see nothing short of an amazing future with you. Let the journey begin.